It feels like everytime I go for an appointment with my specialist I get bad news. I used to get excited to go to the appointments but now all I feel is dread. I sit on the exam table listening to elevator music in the background feeling like my heart is racing twice its normal speed. My mind is focused on the "what ifs" and I sometimes feel like I leave my body and watch this helpless little girl sitting in sadness. As I was driving home Miley Cirus's song The Climb came on the radio and I couldnt help but cry. My journey really does feel like Im climbing a mountain. My body is sore, Im tired and rocks keep falling in my face. The alltitude is making me sick and there are cuts all over my arms, legs and hands. I just want to throw in the towell and go back down.
THE CLIMB SUCKS!
BUT......
The view from the top will be worth it all!
P.S....Just got the call from my Dr.
We start the IVF process March 12
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hang in there honey! it will all work out! :)
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